Category: thoughts

  • I Bought Fake Body Kun (AGAIN)

    I Bought Fake Body Kun (AGAIN)

    I bought another set of fake Body Kun and Body Chan figures – but this time it was on purpose! Since we’re a few years removed from The Great Body Kun Tragedy, I thought that maybe the knock-offs have gotten better. They’re certainly more abundant! So I picked up a set of fake figures and even made sure they had some decent reviews on them. I also ordered a Ken Sugimori edition of a legit Body Kun and busted out the old Body Chan and Figma Archetypes!

    How Did the Fake Body Kun Stack Up?

    I’m finally getting back into streaming sort of regularly again, so what better way to have some fun than to stream the unboxing? For all the answers you’ve been looking for, here are the highlights!

    There were body parts EVERYWHERE

    If you want to see the full, unedited version, the stream is right here!

    What About the Classics?

    I still have my trusty old classic references, too – except the dog. Gosh I miss that weird little dog.

    wood mannekins dog penguin fake body kun
    RIP Weird Little Glass Dog
  • What’s New for 2023!

    What’s New for 2023!

    Happy New Year! I hope the time goblins brought you AWESOME presents! 

    It does kind of feel like there’s a little (or a lot of) uncertainty with this new year coming in, so my control freak brain made me sit down to figure out what the heck we’re gonna do with this website, content, streaming, art – all the things old and new for 2023!

    Where Have I Been?

    I’ve barely streamed in the past two to three months. Not a whole lot of new art has been happening. It’s because of so many raisins! The year as a whole has been a big pile of changes. It’s been good, bad, and everything in between. Every time I thought I had things figured out so I could keep creating consistently, a new something happened. 

    The past couple months in particular were super rough and I needed some time to get through it. Now that the dust is settling, having a new routine and a space where I can create seems possible. There has been *some* stuff going on in the background, but not nearly enough to keep the hamsters in my head happy. So without further ado, here’s the plan!

    art letters
    We’re making ART!

    Artist of the Month

    I missed December and I’m still kicking myself for it. Like, really? The last month?? With everything going on I couldn’t even decide on an artist, let alone plan a project. It did give me some time to think about how I could make it better. You’d think one artist per month wouldn’t be too bad, but my original plan of being a month ahead for each post failed. By the second month. Oops. 

    It ended up being too much with all the other things I wanted to do, but Artist of the Month isn’t going anywhere. I’m just going to change the format a little. Rather than biographies on artists that were born that month, I’ll write more of a “fast facts” type of format. There will be a quick section on when they were born, what movement they were a part of, and maybe important contributions. Then we’ll get into the fun part! 

    Every artist in known for something other than their art. Dali was weird. Picasso was a womanizer. Van Gogh battled mental illness. In there are some things you may or may not know that contributed to their art. 

    Will there still be projects? Not planned ones, no. Making art in the style of another artist or movement is a great exercise and if lightning strikes, I’ll do one. But this year I want to focus on my personal work and put myself out there more. 

    The Website

    I’m adding a couple of sections to the site! Back in the early days of createm0de.com I had a sketchbook section for all of my fails. That sort of went away at some point, but it’s coming back. Sketchbook fails, digital fails, cursed art – it’s all going in there. I’m also going to add a fail section on my discord. I think it’s important, especially for beginning artists, to see that everyone else isn’t whipping out masterpieces for their social media every day. We’re all going through the same ups and downs as artists and we should share it!

    sketchbook fails
    New for 2023! More sketchbook fails!

    There’s also going to be a downloads page where you can get my free Twitch badges and emotes. Right now they’re all posted on Ko-fi, where you can also get the paid ones, but I hardly check in there. I may post the paid ones on Etsy, but I haven’t decided yet because it’s Etsy. Anyway, to start the free ones will have their own home here. 

    New Content for 2023

    I need to get back to making YouTube videos! I’ve been saying it all year! That’s part of the reason I stream there now, but I really need to start planning content and posting videos. The most logical thing to do would be Clip Studio Paint tutorials since I’ve been using it for a few years now. We’ll start with simple things like workspace setup and tips, workflow, layers, making brushes. If you have an idea for something you’d like to see, holler at me!

    There’s another digital art suite that was super on sale a few months ago. It’s called Rebelle and that’s all I know about it. I bought all the things because they were super cheap and still haven’t used any of it. That’s a whole pile of content right there! I’m going to learn it and share it all. Let’s see how it stacks up against CSP!

    Also in the mix are the Body-Kun and Body-Chan figures. I wrote posts and made videos about them years ago and they still drive the most traffic to my pages! Obviously I need to use them more, so I’ll be busting those out with the Figma Archetypes, the blank Nendoroid, and the brand new knock-off figures I just ordered. Let’s see if the fakes have gotten any better! 

    body-kun body-chan fakes new for 2023 fakes
    Aaaah! They were (horrible) fakes!

    Social Media

    Where’s the best place to post? I don’t even know anymore. I sort of use Instagram sometimes. Facebook is all cross-posted stuff. Timelapses always go on TikTok. Then there’s the Twitter shitshow. I want to keep using it because it’s easy, but I don’t want to use it because of the aforementioned shitshow. I made a Mastodon account and haven’t used it yet. What do??

    Is That It?

    There are more plans for new 2023 things, but we’ve hit the major points of interest. Give me January to get caught up on things and get the routine going. This year is going to be amazing!

  • Celsys Deleted My Color Set!

    Celsys Deleted My Color Set!

    Get ready, it’s time to rant!

    Last month (have I been starting ALL of my blogs this way??) Peter Paul Rubens was the artist I chose to write about. For the project I created a color set based on the palette he would have used in his paintings. I uploaded the color set to Clip Studio Assets because I want you all to be able to have fun with it too! I didn’t get a screenshot of the post, but here’s the text:

    Title: Rubens Palette
    Description: Colors based on the paints Peter Paul Rubens actually used. Enjoy!

    I added an image with swatches and color names and that was that, right? NOPE! A couple days later, Celsys (the company behind Clip Studio) yanked it for “possible copyright infringement.”

    celesys deleted my asset

    The first question I had was:

    What about publicly researchable color hex values for an artist that’s been dead for hundreds of years is COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT??

    I emailed support right away asking why and they quickly replied – with my own text as the explanation:

    celsys copyright email

    “We have received many reports from several users…” What? Who? It was downloaded maybe 10 times! This email clarified nothing! So I asked what specifically violated their policies:

    celsys inquiry

    And the reply:

    celsys copyright email reply

    There it is! My post was deleted for using a name. A wildly famous historical artist’s name, but that really was the only reason. There wasn’t anything copyrighted in there.

    Why Are These Policies So Broad?

    Celsys, like so many other companies and service providers, have wildly overbroad language in their policies and guidelines. I get it, they need to cover their butts and using “catch-all” language allows them to quickly moderate blatant copyright infringement. This includes no names. At all, apparently.

    This is why you can scroll through all asset posts and see content that is obviously from major manga and anime franchises (*cough cough* NARUTO *cough cough* SAILOR MOON *cough cough**), but because it’s called “ninja” or “sailor” no one cares. Now are all of these thing necessarily copyright infringement? Not at all, but the point is that Celsys doesn’t seem to care as long as you don’t call the thing what it is.

    Did I Repost?

    The color set is back up, but now it’s called “Baroque Palette”. Same text as before, but it says Baroque instead of Rubens. So far it hasn’t been taken down, so I guess it’s fine now! I’ll be using the same palette for the Artemisia Gentileschi project (I know, the month is almost up and it’s not done yet – ACK!), so stayed tuned for some dramatic Sesame Street lighting!

    The color sets are fun to put together and I like the idea of putting something sorta educational up for others to use. If you have an idea for one, let me know and I’ll post it to Clip Studio Assets! Just no names…*wink wink*

  • Expressionist February

    Expressionist February

    Our artist this month is Franz Marc! I chose him because despite his short life and career, he was a major influence in the German Expressionist movement. His work is instantly recognizable – if you’ve seen the painting of blue horses, you’ve seen a Franz Marc painting. Marc’s work was so avant-garde for the time that it was censored by the Nazis – even after his death in World War I. 

    expressionist expressionism large blue horses franz marc 1911
    Die grossen blauen Pferde (The Large Blue Horses), 1911

    That means this month we’re diving into Expressionism! Last month we explored Impressionism. So what’s the difference? 

    Both the Expressionists and Impressionists used loose, expressive brushstrokes, and both were somewhat antithetical to previous art movements. In fact, Expressionism stood in stark contrast to Impressionism, choosing unnatural colors and distorted compositions to evoke the feeling of the subject rather than representation itself. 

    As such, there are no special colors or palettes we need to use this month. We’re capturing a moment in a different way than we did with Impressionism. The colors will be all about evoking a feeling rather than being representational. So what should the project be? 

    Last month I painted my son and our dog. As it turns out, I kind of did the Expressionist thing in the way that I used the colors. But Franz Marc had his own personal color theory, so whatever I end up making will absolutely build off of that. 

    Stay tuned! We’ll be talking about all of this a lot more in my next post about Franz Marc and German Expressionism!

  • January Artist of the Month: Berthe Morisot

    January Artist of the Month: Berthe Morisot

    When I decided to do the Artist of the Month project, Berthe Morisot was one of the first artists I thought of. Her talents as an artist could have easily been tempered by the male-dominated art world and societal norms of her time, but she was in a unique position to contribute to the rise of the one the most recognizable and well-known art movements – Impressionism.

    What is Impressionism?

    The founding members of Impressionism are names most of us know – Monet, Degas, and Pissarro to name a few. Although their individual styles varied, as a group their work rejected the established styles typically shown at the annual Salon de Paris. (The Salon was an exhibition that was considered to be essential to the success of an artist.) From its beginnings in the 1860s, Impressionism brought new ideas, genres, and advancements in the art world.

    The style is comprised of loose brushstrokes, described by conservative critics of the time as sketchy and unfinished. Others saw it as a modern take, noting the bright, unblended colors that stood in contrast to the more traditional contemporary works seen at the Salon. Shadows were rendered in color rather than neutrals, and old yellow varnishes were traded in for unvarnished works that allowed newer, brighter colors to shine. 

    This new way of painting also changed the way the subject matter was viewed. Earlier works were carefully composed, static images. Impressionist pieces captured a moment, as fleeting as each brushstroke that created the composition. The subject matter itself was also different. Where contemporary pieces were often religious-themed, Impressionism depicted everyday life  and traded the controlled environment of the art studio for plein air (open air, or outside) painting. 

    salon de paris 1849

    By Theodor Josef Hubert Hoffbauer – This image is available from the Brown University Library under the digital ID 1189455725390625., Public Domain, https://commons.wikimedia.org/w/index.php?curid=24755293

    Berthe Morisot’s Early Life

    Berthe Morisot was born on January 14, 1841. Her father was a wealthy civil servant and her mother was related to the well-known Rococo painter Jean-Honoré Fragonard. Morisot and her sister Edma showed a talent for painting and studied at the Louvre under painter Jean-Baptiste-Camille Corot (women were not allowed to pursue a formal arts education). Although Edna gave up her artistic ambitions to marry a naval officer, Berthe continued to paint. She met Édouard Manet during her studies at the Louvre and they formed a lasting friendship. 

    As a result, she was uniquely positioned to pursue her art career. She was not able to frequent the cafes and studios where male artists could congregate and exchange ideas because women’s roles in society were so strictly defined. However, her friendship with Manet and eventual marriage to his brother Eugène gave her access to the art world and connections with other artists that most women didn’t have. She became friends with some of the major players of the Impressionist movement including Renoir, Degas, Pissarro, and Monet. 

    Berthe Morisot With a Bouquet of Violets. Edouard Manet. 1872.

    Berthe Morisot With a Bouquet of Violets. Edouard Manet. 1872.

    What Set Berthe Morisot Apart?  

    It wouldn’t be fair to reduce Morisot to her status and connections. She was a talented artist that went under-recognized even until the last few years. Much has already been written on how gender and society shaped her career and how it’s been perceived over the years. Honestly, I don’t think I’ll do it the justice it deserves in this little blog post. Rather, let’s look at the work itself. 

    Under the tutelage of Corot, Morisot learned to paint landscapes and earned herself a spot in the Salon starting in 1864. Despite having this prestige for the following decade, she ended up destroying many of her works dating before 1869. (If trashing old work isn’t relatable as an artist, I don’t know what is.)

    The Mother and Sister of the Artist. Berthe Morisot. ca. 1869

    The Mother and Sister of the Artist. Berthe Morisot. ca. 1869

    In 1874, Morisot participated in the first independent Impressionist show along with Degas, Renoir, and Monet.  By this time her work had become looser, with the short, quick brushstrokes that came to define the style. The show was described by a critic as consisting of “five or six lunatics of which one is a woman…whose feminine grace is maintained amid the outpourings of a delirious mind.” She would go on to show at the Impressionist exhibition every year, except for the year her daughter was born, for the rest of her life. 

    Hanging the Laundry out to Dry. Berthe Morisot. 1875.

    Hanging the Laundry out to Dry. Berthe Morisot. 1875. National Gallery of Art, Washington, D. C., online collection, Public Domain, https://commons.wikimedia.org/w/index.php?curid=3732827

    Subject and Style

    Female artists of the time tended to paint depictions of what they had access to – daily life. Women were not allowed to work from models in studios as men did. Berthe Morisot was no exception. While this was limiting, the female point of view offered an intimate look into the domestic lives of women. Whether it was a mother cradling her child, women taking tea, or a girl brushing her hair – the Impressionist viewpoint such personal scenes was the perfect application to capture the moment. It implies the movement of the sip of tea or a twinkle in the eye, sometimes with a single stroke of color. 

    Morisot was particularly talented at capturing energy of the fleeting moment, where the thick strokes of paint create additional depth with their texture, still appearing wet – something that can only be appreciated in real life. 

    Woman at her Toilette. Berthe Morisot. 1875-1880.

    Woman at her Toilette. Berthe Morisot. 1875-1880.

    Over the course of her career, Morisot worked with oil, watercolor, and pastels. Her start was in drawing and she gravitated back to it later in her career, experimenting with colored pencils and charcoal. Her work as a whole also began to take on some of the definition seen in her early work. In 1894 she painted a striking portrait of her daughter Julie that stands in stark contrast to the loose brushwork of her other paintings. The definition of the young woman’s face is made all the more apparent by the simple background. 

    Julie Daydreaming. Berthe Morisot. 1894.

    Julie Daydreaming. Berthe Morisot. 1894.

    There’s no way to know what direction Berthe Morisot’s work would have taken next. She passed away on March 2, 1895 at the age of 54. It would be over 100 years before the public would begin to truly recognize her contributions to the art world, and even now she is still written about as a “female artist” rather than simply an artist. While the impact society had on her progress as an artist cannot be ignored, the truth is that even critics of her time acknowledged her work as being better than her peers.

    Sources:

    https://www.artnews.com/art-news/artists/berthe-morisot-who-is-she-why-is-she-important-1234581283/

    https://www.biography.com/artist/berthe-morisot

    Chadwick, Whitney. Women, Art, and Society. https://www.amazon.com/Women-Art-Society-World/dp/050020456X/

    https://www.metmuseum.org/toah/hd/imml/hd_imml.htm

  • Roadblocks Don’t Have to be Roadblocks

    Roadblocks Don’t Have to be Roadblocks

    Life has weird ways of interfering with the things we want to do. Roadblocks happen all the time. Sometimes they seem to be everywhere, sapping energy, joy, and inspiration. Ugh. That’s a bleak start to a blog isn’t it? But it’s kind of how the last week or so has been. Lots of effort (or maybe not nearly enough?) and not much to show for it. This first paragraph is even a stretch. I’m saying I’m sorry now because I know it’s not my best. 

    So what can we do when are just – blah?

    I can tell you that a couple of days ago I was so tired I just lumped on the couch and binged a few episodes of Attack on Titan, occasionally glancing over at my sketchbook on the drafting table. It was a horrible feeling, like I just couldn’t handle getting up to do even a *little* bit of sketching. I knew physically I was capable, but it didn’t happen. I fell asleep early and woke up feeling… not at all better. Yeah, I know. You totally feel bad for me now. 🙂

    manga atsushi nakajima anime bungou stray dogs drawing sketching
    Atsushi Nakajima referenced straight from the Bungou Stray Dogs manga!

    This next day was different though. As icky blah as I was feeling the following evening (my only time to work on any art during the week), I did a little drawing. It was just a bit of work on a drawing of Atsushi Nakajima (Bungou Stray Dogs) I started the week before, but it was something! And I think that’s the key to these types of roadblocks – or at least part of it. Something is better than nothing. A squiggle, a few lines, a small start – something that could be built on later. Or not. But it’s something!

    Atsushi Nakajima Bungou Stray Dogs manga anime drawing sketching
    Got a bit more done on Atsushi. One more sitting should do it!

    There’s something important to remember, though, and it deals with part two. We all have those days where stuff doesn’t get done for one reason or another. Sometimes being tired is a perfectly ok excuse! Feeling bad about it doesn’t change anything. Guilt doesn’t make roadblocks go away – moving on does. It can start with a small bit of progress on a tough day or by taking a little time to check out mentally. Neither one of those things is wrong!

    The blah isn’t totally gone, but taking a day off from work definitely helped. Just thinking about having the better part of a day with the house to myself was super relaxing! The night before I worked on a bunch of jewelry and poured a painting and still had a little time to play some video games with my kid. 

    The day off is being spent working on whatever I feel like working on because it’s right now and the first thing I’m doing is finishing this blog post. I plan to finish Atsushi later this morning, but I’m not going to beat myself up if I don’t. Maybe I’ll take a nap or do a little painting. Whatever happens after I hit publish, I’m moving on from those roadblocks. 

    Thanks for reading! Until next time!

    P.S. If you want to see my stuff as soon as it’s done, check out my Twitter. Thanks! You’re the best!

    ***UPDATE***

    September 30: 

    I finished it. 🙂

    bungou stray dogs Atsushi Nakajima anime manga
    Atsushi Nakajima is all done, but this won’t be the last time I draw him!